I'm crazy over clear and clean stuff lately, I even put the items (pictured above) to decorate my desk and boost up some mood. Some things change as we grow up, it maybe the style, taste, mindset, or even maybe dreams. I guess I'm changing quite a lot in style. I used to be this girl who wore everything that my mother bought or told me to wear, but now I'm thinking of color coordination, the precision of the design and how some stuffs match and look good together, the cutting or characteristics of the clothing piece, before build them into the outfit I will wear in freedom with my true attitude. Fashion is maybe not an ultimate dream or goal in my life, but since I decided to write on this blog somehow things got better. I can go out to the new places or events and social circle that I've never been before and got me one step closer to the goal, and most important... I learn to 'get in my own shoes' and realizing, fixing, and working toward to develop my true style (because - we know we're right - the way you look and dressed up present your personality and mindset at the first sight. Sometimes this sounded like a nonsense, but trust me that my life got happier ever since. Because you know, even though people around you didn't treat you the way you want...at least we still feel comfort and good about ourselves). 

And as some things on my mind grow up and change, I would like to change a bit or two details of this blog too... But now, let just talk about it later. 

On the picture:

KLAR acrylic choker and bracelet, Revlon base and top nail coat, a clear multi-function mini jar, The Body Shop face brush (the face can't be cleaner without this for sure), GlamGlow BrightMud eye treatment (one of my quick grab to save the day!), Pentel mechanic pencil (a simply chic tool I love since fourth grade!), and a plain acrylic case for the iPhone 4.

PS. If the sun shine longer this day, sure I can capture the picture better. Sigh.

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"...RED stands for Realizing Every Dream, 

according to that because every dream, every goal that I set for myself since the age of nine........., .........has been realized.........., 

...and that's something to celebrate them,"

-- Ne Yo on Pepsi Summer Beats Celebrate Bad 25 performance

I like it when Ne Yo said that before he performs that Lazy Love song, it really touch my heart. I have some dreams, and I'm still struggle to realize that -- even though it isn't easy at all. And that acronym of R. E. D. was an exact portray on my mind right now, I know maybe I'm not the only one who feel this.

Talk about red, the color itself also represents strong feelings of danger, sacrifices, passions, beauty, anger, and in China and many other cultures: happiness [ps. since Taylor Swift also named her brand new album itself, Red, to represents the ups and downs of her emotion while producing the album].

 

  

 [photos courtesy of tumblr.com ]

Since March was just knocking on the door, and...it's my month -- I decided RED as my color of the month. [pss. Stay tune, I'll keep posting my personal style in red ;)]

Anyway, when I was hangin' out in a kopitiam this afternoon, this verse of poem was just poppin' in my head while I'm sipping through teh tarik  :

Aku merindukan saat saat kebahagiaan itu sederhana,

Aku merindukan saat hidup belum terlalu jauh melarutkanku,

Aku merindukan diriku sebelum saat dunia menggauliku,

Aku rindu... menjadi secercah cahaya di hangatnya pelukan Ibu.

[English version:

 I miss the day when happiness was humble,

I miss the day the life hasn't been dissolving me too far,

I miss myself before world slang me too hard,

I'm longing... to be a glimpse of light beneath Mommy's warm embrace.]

I don't know, but it seems that I'm facing lots of problem, lately...and being a kid again, seems the most great idea that ever comes to my mind, unwisely.

You like it, when you play with danger, don't you?