"Lately I've been hard to reach,

I've been too long on my own...

Everybody has a private world where they can be alone, ...." 

Been depressed (in light level only, thank God!) these two weeks. When nobody seems can understand, when everybody turn their head away from, when the kindest and most patient listening friends even can't lift up you heart - I run my restless head to rap music (and pray).

The sincerity of the beat, the truthful lyrics...make me realize that I'm not the one who have hard and dark problem in this world. And after all, this shall passed too.

This post was dedicated to the rap musician out there - for making me cry harder to release the pain away, to making me laugh together with 'em for all the stupidity, and for telling me bedtime story in those cold and windy nights.

Keep the head up high!

"...

are you trying to breakthrough?

Are you reaching out for me and,

I am reaching out for you..."

[Beautiful - Eminem]

 bright pink nails for Minaj. LOL